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I post almost everything I write...which means there is an equal amount of crap and gold. Sift until you find something that appeals to you, and please don't judge me on just one poem.




United States
Someday I'll write something meaningful here...

Current Residence: Vancouver, BC
Favourite genre of music: indie
Favourite style of art: art nouveau
Operating System: windows
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favourite cartoon character: the green fairy....
Personal Quote: love is so short, forgetting is so long
Ideas would help

Hello Lovlies,

As usual I am going through a rough patch.  I had a kidney stone a few weeks ago and the doctor gave me Tramadol. It's a very weak pain med; but supposedly works really well with the bupenorphine I'm on now.

I took it for a few days and the voices reappeared. Then, we got into a little tiff with our landlords and suddenly everything went pear shaped.  I am now on medication three times a day: when I wake up, in the afternoon, and in the evening. I can't drive, and I had to miss Phillip's grandmother's funeral. I felt like such a horrible person for not being able to go---not being able to go because I am insane.

This place I'm living in is just too stressful. The landlords are constantly screaming at each other, and when the voices come I think they're screaming at me. I can hear them screaming at me. I get a little better, but then something happens and now I'm worse off than I started. I need to go home—but last time I spent a while at home my landlords were unhappy.

I know what you're thinking, but moving is not a good idea now—not with Phillip still being on disability and only getting 70% of his pay. As soon as I can drive (or find a ride) I will go home—I lined up some doctors' appointments for next week, so I have an excuse.

Here is the real issue and what I need help with:  Phillip and I are celebrating our second wedding anniversary on the 12th. After all the shit we've been through this year I want to do something really special (and frugal). We had planned to buy each other little trinkets (no more than $50) and having dinner at a nice restaurant…..but now I can't drive (as you know, he can't drive because he's leagally blind), I have no energy to go shopping , and don't think I could make it through a high-class restaurant experience….maybe not even a restaurant at all. I'm just tired and loopy and so, so unhappy at this point.

Please give me some ideas as to how to celebrate this anniversary that do not include me cooking or having to clean up after myself or just watching a movie….something .special. I feel that I need it after everything that happened this year—Phillip and I are back on the same page and we should celebrate; but I am screwing everything up. SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM

Let me know.

Love as always,

  • Eating: too much
  • Drinking: not enough...

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Pirokyo Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you for the watch, Kimi.
Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013   General Artist
Hello there, lovely person! :wave:

You've just been featured in my journal: [link] :heart:

It would mean the world to me if you could favorite the article and maybe even find some pieces worth faving as well? :eager:

Thank you so very much for your time! :la:
rainonwednesday Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013
I'm honored. I'll take a trip over there just as soon as I can.

Thank you so much!
Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2013   General Artist
It is I who is honored to have your poetry gracing my feature, lovely soul! :heart:
You are most welcome! :cuddle:
Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012   General Artist
Hello there, lovely person! :wave:

You've just been featured in my journal: [link] :heart:

It would mean the world to me if you could the article and maybe even find some pieces worth faving as well? :eager:

Thank you so very much for your time! :la:
Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2012   General Artist
Hello lovely! :wave:

You have been featured! [link] :heart:

Kindly take the time to view and fave said article, thank you and have a great day ahead! :la:
CrimsonSeijun0 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Having reread the poem again, I've decided to merely make a continuation on it from the perspective of either someone who read your poem first... or just from a guys point of view.
rainonwednesday Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2012
Excellent! I look forward to whatever you come up with. Just link me when it's done. :)
lion-essrampant Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hi. ^^ Thanks for expressing an interest in joining :iconrawem0tion:!

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Beyond-the-Pages Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the :+fav: on "Foot-Long". :)
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